Humph! I feel some type of way about today’s challenge. FYI, I don’t choose what to write for these challenges, it’s good this way.
Yet, writing what I would say to my exes, who cares? I clearly don’t. But, I won’t coward away. To those ingrates that screwed me over, used and abused me, I’ll say I forgive you now and you all are becoming a distant memory. You took advantage of a lost, broken girl, yet I forgive. I forgive, because I’m coming to terms with myself that I’m worthy of something and my heart doesn’t hold grudges- not long anyway.
I attracted the wrong attention, made bad decisions, done some sinful acts, yet if God can forgive me then I should forgive as well. I’m no better than He.
People come into our lives for a season, some for a lifetime. I dislike every single one of my exes, yet they turned me into a distrusting, callous individual with issues. From my early twenties to my thirties, I’ve suffered. I didn’t, wouldn’t trust no man, they all are suspects to me.
Still, I would tell them for what they put me through, I only became stronger and better. I’m making better choices, yet I’ve lost a chunk of myself along the way. You didn’t break me or caused me to admit myself for being driven crazy.
Because of you, I know what I need to know, to do what I need to do. I don’t know what the future has in store for me, but I’m settling for anything not worth it.