The Genesis of Michael J’s Life #fiction #MichaelJseries


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Michael came from parents who harbored a deep secret. The man who he thought was his father turned out not to be his father. This man, Jarren Johanssen, raised him as his own, but it had been tough not only for Jarren but for Karena, Michael’s mom.

When her husband would go away on a business trip and would often be away from his family, Karena had soon become lonely. She would go to work to take care of their three children at that time which would leave her feeling weary. She had few friends she would hang out with, and a mother who occasionally would help out with the children. But, Karena needed a different kind of attention and love. While at work, she was being seduced by her boss on several occasions and had finally given in to him that night of the day her husband left for a business trip to California.

A few weeks later, she found out she was pregnant. Being hit with the conception date had hit her hard because she knew who fathered her child. And she was hoping it would have been her husband since they had an intimate moment before he left to go on his business trip.

It was the summer of 1978 in Houston, Texas when Michael found out about this at a barbeque after he graduated from high school. He had never felt so devastated since receiving this information. So, he had a sit-down with his parents and demanded answers.

“I can’t believe what I’ve heard. Is it true? I need to know!” Michael questioned as they sat away from everyone at a picnic table. He somberly sat down, shaking his head in bewilderment. He used his thumb and middle finger to massage the throb that threatened to come.

Karena had downcast eyes as she knew this day would become exposed someday. She also hated the fact that her son-in-law had blurted this secretive and personal information out to everyone. She would have to have a talk with her daughter about airing the family’s dirty laundry even to people like her son-of-law. The thing with that is, her daughter must have overheard it at some point because Karena had never told any of them.

Jarren gave his wife a sidelong glance and set his eyes back on Michael. He leaned forward and clasped his hands together on the table, trying to figure out how to say to a child the hate he has for his biological father. Or, how he truly feels about all of this. Nevertheless, it wasn’t Michael’s fault he was born. Jarren felt a rush of emotions hitting him all at once.

“Michael, I want you to know that I love you very much. I know this comes as a shock to you about me not being your biological dad, but we have gotten through the worst before. And, I’m not going to lie. It was hard raising another man’s son who, um, slept with my wife. And, er- in the beginning, I didn’t want anything to do with you. But when you were thirteen months old, and I was going through depression, you walked up and comforted me. It was the way you did it that helped-” Jarren paused because he was starting to get choked up.

Karena didn’t know whether to console her husband since she’s to blame for him to feel this way. It still hurts like hell to see her husband like this. Over the years, and after they had one more child when Michael was turning two years old, they had worked through it. Or so she thought. It had been hard, she won’t front, but what made it worse was Michael’s birth father kept popping up demanding to be in his son’s life.

Michael turned to his mom and saw sadness swimming in her eyes. Her long jet-black flowing hair was waving in the wind like a flag. He wanted to hear what she had to say because he needed to know not only why he was conceived the way he was, but why she never mentioned anything to him. Or at least try to. His stomach started to knot up as he expelled a long sigh.

Jarren took a quick glance at his wife with hurt and anger etched on his face. He then stood up and walked away. He has always been a proud man and not one to show his emotions much- at least not pain and sadness.

“Michael, I promise to talk about this to you. Right now, I want to wait until most of the people are gone so I can have that talk with you. Okay?” Karena reached out to caress the side of her son’s face. She is a private person and doesn’t like talking about herself or her family’s business around people who she feels are not family in that sense.

“Okay, mom,” Michael said quietly, closing his eyes when his mom planted a kiss on the top of his head. He didn’t know how to process it, and since his mom wanted to wait to talk about it, that time may not come anytime soon. He patted the head of his Saarloos Wolfdog, Rocko while he stayed at the picnic table deep in his thoughts about his life taken a drastic turn.

The next morning after breakfast as Karena and one of her daughters was cleaning the kitchen, there were a loud knock at the front door. She yells out to Michael to answer it.

She wasn’t quite in the mood for company and was hoping it would be a friend of one of her children coming to see them. But as she moves out of the kitchen and was heading toward the front door, she overheard a familiar voice.

“Hey, Michael! How’ve you been, son?” Standing at the door was a handsome dark-haired man with olive skin, gazing at her son with fatherly love in his eyes.

“I’ve been good, sir,” Michael responded. He glanced at his mom and saw she had reached his side with confusion and terror on her face.

“That’s good! Hi, Karena. Good seeing you again,” the guy said, staring into her dark brown eyes in a way that always made her feel uncomfortable.

“Michael, will you give me a moment with Mr. Xander, please?”

“Sure, mom.”

When Michael was out of earshot, Karena looked at the guy she fought so hard to rid herself of. The guy who, no matter where she goes, would always seem to find her, and she that she exorcised out of her system.

“You have some nerve being here. What if my husband comes home and sees you darkening our doorstep?” She hissed at him.

“I’ve been to Michael’s graduation away from your family. Now, I’m here to see him in person. I want to spend time with our son… today.”

TO BE CONTINUED.

©2020 Pamela E. Hester

My #Goodreads 2021 Reading Challenge


You all may remember back in March, there was a writing challenge hosted by Marquessa at simplymarquessa.com. And one of the daily writings where we had to write about what we are freakishly good at. And one of the things for me is reading. You can find the post here. Well, I mentioned a reading challenge and that I would share the books I was reading. Well, I had completed the 50 books in the 2021 reading challenge.

Before I go into the books I’ve read for this year, I would like to share with you the books I’ve read last year and other years that weren’t part of the reading challenge.

And they are:

I have read other books by them and plan to read more books by them as well. I found myself reading the books more than once because I enjoyed the books these authors wrote. I also didn’t include other authors and their books I’ve read from other years because the list is long, but please feel free to view them on my Goodreads Read pile. Also, if you haven’t read the books listed above, please do visit the books by these wonderful, talented authors because you’re missing out. 😊


** Note: The books I have read this year, the majority of them I have added to my Goodreads read pile for the challenge. But, there are books I read but didn’t add for no particular reason. So it would make my books read for this year over 50, but let’s focus on the ones added on Goodreads for the year 2021, shall we? Okay.

To let you know: Since I started the first week of January, I wanted to up my reading game by reading outside of my genre. Other than reading romance, nonfiction, erotica, and urban fiction, I started reading fantasy, paranormal fiction, paranormal romance, urban paranormal, supernatural fiction, LGBTQIA, and more this year. I wanted different, and to strengthen my reading, and I got it. I also would like to say that even though when reading these marvelous and entertaining novels, I don’t tend to go by the race of the author/characters, or whatever, though looking back, I noticed nearly all of the authors were women. I don’t feel bad about it, but it did felt good to come across Black/African American authors would who can really write fantasy, paranormal and supernatural fiction works. I am well pleased.

Now, finally, on to the 50 books read from this year:

(In order from January- September)

1.)

Fake Dating My Boss
Fake Dating My Boss
by: Izabella Brooks

I enjoyed this novel, especially since it was a happily ever after because most books I read don’t tend to have that. I also don’t read books with a HEA as much. It’s not my go-to, but I still enjoyed it.

2.)

Zane: A Second Chance Romance
Zane: A Second Chance Romance
by: Alexis Adaire

Hmm. What can I say about this book? For one, this is my first book by this author. It is one of those books where if you don’t like steamy erotic scenes, then it is not for you. I loved and enjoyed this novel because the female main character had found her second chance at love. I’m not going to spoil it, but it is always a good thing to me when a woman is in her forties and she may feel down on herself, then she picked herself up and take charge of her life again. She found that in this book, and with a so very attractive and sexy man at that.

3.)

Fanatic: A Standalone Novel
Fanatic: A Standalone Novel
by: Jade Jones

This story is where the girl who is known to be an ugly duckling who also has stalking issues found love with a guy who loves her for her, no matter what she looks like. The thing is with him though, he is something of a vigilante. Let him tell it. If you read this book, you will find out why he does the things he does. When I read this book, I couldn’t put my phone down, because I kept swiping to read the next page and the next one. It is different than what I read before when the woman is always beautiful and has a killer body, no pun intended. I like how the female character in this book gains her confidence and the love that blossoms between her and the “vigilante” guy who is in love with her that is real and true.

4.)

Look But Don't Touch
Look But Don’t Touch
by: Alexis Adaire 

Even though this book came out around when the pandemic started, I read it with that in mind because the story is about this character who works in a strip club as a bartender eventually finds love with a customer. The “look but don’t touch” made me think how people who had to work in such business as this, where they still have to do their job, but kept the 6 feet distance from the customer when they have to dance or deliver food and drinks- at the customer’s home where it is done outside. Still, I won’t spoil it by revealing too much, just know, I love the ending. Because for me, I wouldn’t care about finding love especially during the beginning or middle of the pandemic. (Or anytime soon.) Then again, this character wasn’t expecting to fall in love with the guy, or him with her.

5.)

Dicks are Dumb: A Woman's Guide to Choosing the Right Man
Dicks are Dumb: A Woman’s Guide to Choosing the Right Man
by:
 Mary B. Morrison

I usually read this author’s books that are fiction. I read this book in mind that it is to empower women. Since this is a nonfiction book, I feel that each person should take into consideration how it may work for them.

6.)

Boss'd Up With A Billionaire
Boss’d Up With A Billionaire
by: Jade Jones

Love it! It was a page-turner for sure.

7.)

Boss'd Up With A Billionaire 2
Boss’d Up With A Billionaire 2
by:
 Jade Jones

8.)

Boss'd Up With A Billionaire 3: The Finale
Boss’d Up With A Billionaire 3: The Finale
by:
 Jade Jones

9.)

Succubus: A Standalone Novel
Succubus: A Standalone Novel
by: Jade Jones 

The thing is with this novel is this was my first time reading a novel about a succubus. This novel was everything, and since I wanted to read something in a genre I had never read before, this was it. I didn’t search for it, for it came to me in an email from Amazon. I saw the red color and the title, I read the description and fell in love with the story. The story takes place in Chicago, and it was interesting to read about people who are my race who trying to get their life together. With the male main character trying to do just that, he came across a Succubus who helps him in making his dreams into a reality in a way she can. But it comes at a price, and that doesn’t The ending was sad to me on some levels. There is a part two I ended up reading later in the year.

10.)

Under his Spell
Under His Spell
by: Jade Jones

Well, I ended up reading another book by this author that I should be ashamed. But, I’m not and couldn’t help myself. This story is set in Louisiana. Even though I am not from there nor I have ever been, I can relate somewhat to this story. It’s mainly because I am from and have been living in the South. (South Carolina, that is.) And I am no stranger to the knowledge of voodoo-practicing, tarot cards, magic, and others of the like. The main male character thought he could cast a spell on the main female character, and like most spells when not done correctly or misused, it can have bad effects on the intended person. Like I would most likely keep saying, I won’t spoil the story and its ending, but I was shocked at a few of these characters.

11.)

Under his Spell 2
Under his Spell 2
by: Jade Jones

Part 2 of the last novel as you can tell. All I can say is I had enjoyed it a lot and love how it ended.

12.)

Hollywood Players Club: Book 1: Drake
Hollywood Players Club, Book 1: Drake
by: Alexis Adaire 

I saw the cover and my eyes journeyed down to read what the book was about. All I can say at first is, with my not-so-good luck with men, I would never need to worry about dating a Hollywood man. They can be shallow and promiscuous, and some other things I dislike. I also shouldn’t worry because my chances of dating one are none to none. Anyway, this guy turns out to be the type of guy who turns his life around after meeting a woman that doesn’t quite fit that so-called society definition of beauty, and he ended being deeply in love with her.

13.)

Hollywood Players Club, Book 2: Mason
Hollywood Players Club, Book 2: Mason
by: Alexis Adaire

14.)

The Witches of Salix Pointe
The Witches of Salix Pointe
by: Noelle Vella

Where do I start with this one? Well, this novel is about witches who became friends who have something– or someone putting them in danger. Well, there are these brothers who have different fathers, and oh man, the descriptions of these brothers had me envisioning what they look like, their movements, and the voices. One was an angel, and the other is half-angel, half-demon. I like both brothers, even though they are different from the other. But, I love love the women (witches) who became close to the point where their bond became strong they were like sisters. This novel came to the point where the good can be bad, and bad can be good. Funny how that goes. I am also glad to have found out a few weeks ago the authors of this novel are writing Part 2. Eek! I am so thrilled about that.

15.)

Deep Down In The Bayou
Deep Down In The Bayou
by: Neicy P

Man oh man! This novel is more on the lines of “better careful what you wish for because you just may get it.” But, it may come at a cost. This novel had me thinking that when living in the South with most people you know and don’t know who claim not to believe in the voodoo, tarot, witchcraft, etc, you know they truly exist. These four friends wanted something out of life which is to have their deepest desires and/or dreams come true. Oh, they got it. But damn! They suffered bad. This novel is one of those novels where you have to read it for yourself. The ending had me like, “oh, oh!” Because…well, just be careful what you wish or pray for, and be more specific.

16.)

Become a Successful Indie Author: Work Toward Your Writing Dream
Become a Successful Indie Author: Work Toward Your Writing Dream
By: Craig Martelle 

This book has useful information for anyone looking to be an indie author.

17.)

Incubus Caged (The Incubus, #1)
Incubus Caged
(The Incubus #1)
by: A.H. Lee

I like the writing style and the world-building is something I am new to. I grew up reading nearly all of the Harry Potter books since I was a teenager, so I am used to fantasy books and their world-building. Though, this is something quite different. The characters are adults and there are sexual scenes most wouldn’t want to read. Some people are calling it a YA novel and that is not what I took it as because if so, most scenes and descriptions would have made me cringe. I enjoyed it but not to a certain extent. It did make me read the rest of the books in the series because I am a sucker for series books.

18.)

Incubus Bonded (The Incubus, #2)
Incubus Bonded
(The Incubus #2)
by: A.H. Lee

The thing is with these Incubus Series books is there is an MFM romance going on. Some people may not be interested in reading books about gay lovers who also share the same woman as their lover. Since I read this in March, and now writing it in late September, I can’t seem to remember some parts. It is descriptive in its rights, and the connection between the three lovers was beautiful. This is also my first time reading a novel with the characters being in the LGBTQ group.

19.)

Incubus Dreaming (The Incubus #3)
Incubus Dreaming
(The Incubus #3)
by: A.H. Lee

20.)

Incubus Yule (The Incubus, #4)
Incubus Yule
(The Incubus #4)
by: A.H. Lee

21.)

Crystals for Beginners: The Guide to Get Started with the Healing Power of Crystals
Crystals for Beginners: The Guide to Get Started with the Healing Power of Crystals
by: Karen Frazier

I read this book because it goes more in-depth about each crystal and how you can use them to benefit you. Everything you need to know and learn about crystals is in this book. I wasn’t overwhelmed when reading the book. The magic of crystal healing is a powerful thing to me. And this book touched on grief, anxiety, health, and more. I highly recommended it.

22.)

Hollywood Players Club, Book 4: Link
Hollywood Players Club, Book 4: Link
by: Alexis Adaire 

23.)

Wrath: Seven Deadly Sins Saga
Wrath: Seven Deadly Sins Saga
by: Jade Royal 

Whew! When I got to this book, I was so so so impressed! And it is not because the characters are of the same race as me. Though the characters could all be different races, the novel doesn’t say what the races are and it doesn’t really matter. I love this novel. This is the first novel in this series called the Seven Deadly Sins. And this one is where the characters live in Fireland where the main character is a shape-shifting dragon and he lost his pregnant mate who died. The thing is, the novel really captured the sin, Wrath.

24.)

The mrs Sexy Chronicles
The mrs Sexy Chronicles
by: Juliet Adelaide

This novel is about the author’s real-life sexcapades. And all I’m saying when reading it is “got damn woman!” She really had, and most likely still have a free-spirited sex life. And I don’t usually read a novel like this where the character in the novel is based on the life of the person who wrote the novel. And no, it is not an autobiography or anything like that. Though when I read erotica, the characters are fictitious. This was well-written, sinful, and sizzling hot.

25.)

Lust
Lust
by: Jade Royal 

Hot damn to this book! And yes, the sin here is called, Lust. I-I…um, I just love it, and not because of the steamy scenes. Okay, who am I kidding? I love it for that as well. I am also definitely in love with the main character. On another note, what got to me is how mean and chaotic the majority of the humans are toward the creatures and shape-shifters. Like who died and made them royalty. The majority of these humans are witches and I hate that they used their power on the creatures and beasts, and shape-shifters alike for bad. Though, in the end, the humans/witches got what they deserve.

26.)

Envy
Envy
by: Jade Royal 

The thing about this series is that these shape-shifters are good beings and they still are, but they do something that caused them to commit some type of sin and the “sin” takes over their body. The “sin” that takes over their body (and mind) is a demon. I love reading the parts when the sin/demon are talking because they are quite funny. The connection the demon sins have with their hosts and the hosts’ mates is entertaining.

27.)

The Game Never Ends (The Game Series Book 2)
The Game Never Ends (The Game Series Book 2)
by: Zaire Crown

This is Part 2 of Games Women Play. It’s an action-packed novel.

28.)

Pride: Seven Deadly Sins Saga
Pride: Seven Deadly Sins Saga
by: Jade Royal 

Yessss! When I got to this novel and I saw the cover, the first thing that came to mind was,” yesss, a woman this time as one of the main character.” And she is strong, fierce, and don’t take no ish. When she got contracted with a demon sin, everything after that, I felt like I was holding my breath. I had my phone in my hand reading on lunch breaks, in between calls, etc just to know what will happen next. For her to have her mate find her, who is the polar opposite of her, I was in awe and love their chemistry and the way he love her.

29.)

Sloth: Seven Deadly Sins Book 5
Sloth: Seven Deadly Sins Book 5
by: Jade Royal

The main character in this novel is a wolf shape-shifter, and for someone like me who loves wolves, I wanted to read this guy’s story forever. The thing with him is that he is a person who loves to help others, and gives them jobs, but having the sin of Sloth caused him not to be able to do much of anything for too long. There are times when his body would shut down causing him to be helpless. His mate has to help him with a lot of things even when it comes to what he wants to say and can’t because the demon sin takes up a lot of his energy. I really enjoyed this novel.

30.)

STIFF (Heavy On The D Book 1)
STIFF
(Heavy on the D #1)
by: Stephanie Nicole Norris 

This novel was hot and heavy. The female character took charge of her life ( more like sex life) and goes to a place called The Den. It’s a place for women mostly to go and have their desires and fantasies fulfilled, and oh man do they. I was almost jealous of these women having their fantasies fulfilled in this series. The woman in this book meets a guy, and the way he rocked her world had her constantly coming back for more. The thing is, she doesn’t know who he is because the men that worked at The Den, their faces are covered.

31.)

STRIP (Heavy On The D Book 2)
STRIP
(Heavy on the D #2)
by: Stephanie Nicole Norris

32.)

Suckulence
Suckulence
by: Jade Royal 

I read this book solely because it was a novel about vampires that live in a world next to humans. But most of the humans would venture off the vampire world for the main purpose of selling their blood to the vampires. And if the humans want to take it a step further, they would have to sign a waiver so the vampire won’t be held liable for anything going wrong. And the humans will pay them for the step further which is, um… for sex. It is said in this novel that you haven’t been kissed unless you have been kissed by a vampire. And they were talking to the women. (I’m not quite sure if there any vampires in the LGBTQ group, though I don’t remembered reading that part.) I was thinking, hmm, my real-life fetish if you want to call it that, is fangs. So I would be amazed just to see the fangs, just not to be kissed. Then again, it might depends on where at. As I read on, they were talking about being kissed below. I guess it works out for both parties involved. Um…

33.)

Suckulust
Suckulust
by: Jade Royal 

Part 2 of the last novel as you can see. I love that one of the two female friends from the last novel ended up being in love with one of the two male best friends who are vampires. The same thing happened with the other two who knew each other the longest, except that were stubborn about forming a relationship when they clearly love each other. I love the romance in this novel, and you know I can’t spoil it for you by revealing too much. The love for the two couples is truly supernaturally beautiful.

34.)

Quartet: A BWWM Contemporary Romance Collection (Quartet, #1)
Quartet: A BWWM Contemporary Romance Collection (Quartet, #1)
by: Shirrá Lynn

This novel is four short stories in one about the love between interracial couples. I enjoyed them all and wanted more. I am glad to know from IG that the author is coming out for a Part 2, but it might end up being with more couples.

35.)

The Souvenir
The Souvenir
by: Neicy P

And here we are with a story about werewolves who were once humans, of course. A virus of some sort broke out and caused some people to turned into one. And it caused more humans to become one because they got bit by someone who is affected. This story is well-written, and the descriptions played themselves out like a movie in my mind. I hated that the scientists thought that in the beginning, they could play God, and create something that put others’ lives in danger. The wife had to make a sacrifice when one of her family got attacked. Which led me to…

36.)

The Souvenir 2
The Souvenir 2
by: Neicy P

This novel picks up from where Part 1 left off. All I can say is the ending had me truly shocked, and I am the wife and her family was able to get justice on what her family went through.

37.)

Goldie's Grizzly: Urban Paranormal Fairytale
Goldie’s Grizzly: Urban Paranormal Fairytale
by: Neicy P

This is a modern-day retold story of Goldilocks and the Three Bears. This is written by an author who previously wrote some of the books above. This is not a book for children or anyone under the age of 18. I love reading this from a Black author because I remembered when I was a young child reading the Goldilocks and Three Bears, I wondered what it would be like when a girl who looks like me, my skin tone. There weren’t many books by my race with characters who are of the BIPOC group. This novel is short and a joy to read.

38.)

Heart Of The Phoenix by [A.L.  Tate ]
Heart Of The Phoenix
by: A.L. Tate 

I had to read this one because it is about a phoenix. There were so many characters in this series but I didn’t felt too overwhelmed by them. There were a lot of things going on. I hated that two lovers had people who kept trying to keep them apart. When

39.)

Heart of the Phoenix 2
Heart of the Phoenix 2
by: A.L. Tate 

There are times when I felt like the female main character was childish with the way she bounced from one guy who is the vampire king and the other is a king of the Lycans (werewolves. ) It was like she never knew what or who she wanted. And the Lycan king in the first book and this one lied about his former mate and can’t seem to stay faithful.

40.)

Heart of the Phoenix 3
Heart of the Phoenix 3
by: A.L. Tate 

Okay, I know she is a phoenix, but she died and a whole heck of a lot. Her life constantly started over until she came across her mate who triggered her memory. Loyalty among friends doesn’t seem to happen much, because how in the hiz-zell did her best friend got with her man. I know the girl died but she comes back because she is a phoenix, but her best friend totally betrayed her. Oh best believe, some beings got away with some stuff they did, and some definitely got what’s coming to them. Though, the ending was great. I’m glad the Phoenix got her true mate in the end even though she went through hell more times I can frigging count.

41.)

Damaged
Damaged
by: Mica Rae

42.)

Greed and Gluttony: Seven Deadly Sins Saga: The Finale
Greed and Gluttony: Seven Deadly Sins Saga: The Finale
by: Jade Royal

This novel is the finale of the Seven Deadly Sins. I enjoyed it way too much to the point I would read it again. This time instead of the demon sins taking over one person, it’s two–twins. These young women are nearly polar opposites of each other. The thing is I was sad when this book ended because the stories of 14 people (the hosts and their mates, and their demon sins) are coming to an end. Imagine my surprise when at the end of the ebook, the author mentioned they are going to write a full-length novel of the epilogue instead of a few pages at the end of this one. The beauty of friendship and love between these beings is astounding. It made me want to get to know them in person and enter their worlds. The author has done an amazing job on this series and I can’t wait to read the Epilogue novel.

43.)

STROKE (Heavy On The D Book 3)
STROKE
(Heavy on the D #3)
by: Stephanie Nicole Norris

44.)

Hoodwinked
Hoodwinked
(Moon #1)
by: Desiree M. Granger 

45.)

Moon Child
Moon Child
(Moon #2)
by: Desiree M. Granger

46.)

Charmed
Charmed
(Moon #3)
by: Desiree M. Granger 

I really enjoyed reading this Moon series. The majority of these characters are based in my home state, South Carolina. I love the mentioned of voodoo-practicing, the supernatural of the like, etc., because it exists. And with this based in the South, I couldn’t help but love it, even though I don’t like the history of the South with my enslaved people being brought over to this country. Back to the book, there is so much to say and the series isn’t over even though I had stopped here for the challenge. There is two more books in this series that I have to read. There is also a lot of characters and their lives in this series to keep up with. They all connect in a way, and even though it’s too much to say about them, just know it is good enough for me to finish reading the series. It’s better than good.

47.)

How to Self-Publish Your Book: A Complete Guide to Writing, Editing, Marketing & Selling Your Own Book
How to Self-Publish Your Book: A Complete Guide to Writing, Editing, Marketing & Selling Your Own Book
by:
 Jan Yager 

This is the first book this year that is paperback. All the other books are ebooks. I also checked this book out at the library and kept it a little longer than I should before having no choice but to return it. This book covered a lot for a person looking to publish their novel. It has a lot of useful information that will make you want to take notes.

48.)

Sucker for Love (Succubus Book 2)
Sucker for Love (Succubus Book 2)
by: Jade Jones 

This is Part 2 of the novel above called Succubus. Oh, I love this one. I love them both equally. This one had boggled my mind when the realization of what this guy really is was revealed. He is said to be a rare vampire and to find out what he truly made me so angry with the succubus from the first novel who kidnapped the guy when he was a baby from the first book and took him to the Underworld where she is from. She made him who he is, and I wanted to choke her. Finding out the truths of everything, whew! I read this book in a few hours. It is a must-read, definitely a page-turner. I am hoping for a Part 3.

49.)

Hush (I'm Yours, #1)
Hush (I’m Yours, #1)
by: Mica Rae

This novel was well-written and made me sad because it is about a teenage girl who was raped and no one believes her but less than a handful of people. The guy who done this to her didn’t even do time because of who his father is. It may me think of the many people who are sexually assaulted and how some choose not to speak up because either they were threatened and/or scared. I like how the author captured the emotions and the thoughts of the characters. The steps the main character takes to healing made me root for her. It’s the thought of what people in life have to go through.

50.)

Soul Ties: An Urban Paranormal Story
Soul Ties: An Urban Paranormal Story
by: J. Danae


So, what do you guys think about this reading challenge and the book choices I’ve picked? Have you read any of these books, if so, which one? Also, have you ever done a Goodreads reading challenge before?

I appreciate you taking the time to read this long post, and I’m sure and hope I made it worth your while. Here’s a link to the 2021 Reading Challenge- click here to view. Note: from this page, the books are ordered from last to first.

Thank you!

–Pamela

Secrets Unveil Cover Reveal


Hi everyone! I would like to reveal to you the cover of my novel, Secrets Unveil.

As you might remembered, I have been working on this novel and had put it aside for years to the point where I was getting frustrated and had to stepped back from it. I eventually came back to when I was sure I won’t go insane. Lol.

My novel is not planned to be released yet, but I will keep you updated with any news and other updates.

What do you all think about this cover?

Also, please feel free to visit my website- pamelahester.com where I am updating as I go.

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Thanks everyone for hanging in there with me. I truly appreciate it.

                         BOOK BLURB:

In a world of secrets, who knew vengeance is just as important.

Life hasn’t always been full of secrets and hidden agendas for Paris Thompson. But when she meets Trent Devereaux, it is unexpectedly through a person she trusts who left her stranded.

Paris is a college student who believes in playing it safe and by the rules. She soon learns being a good girl gets her nowhere. When she experiences heartbreak, Trent is everywhere she turns to pick up the pieces.

Trent is devilishly handsome and charming with a dark side. He is the type who prides himself on being in control. So, when he meets Paris, Trent learns the true meaning of love for the first time.

Their relationship is tested when Paris goes down a spiral world of drama, secrets, and a girl trying to recruit her into a prostitution ring. When it can’t get any worse, she ends up hanging with the wrong crowd, who turns violently on her. When Paris is attacked, will Trent go against the gang responsible and get vengeance on her behalf?

"Secrets Unveil" is an urban fiction romance that is about love, drama, heartache, and fighting for what you want.

Release Date: TBA

No Matter What, Take Care Of You First


I have forgotten I had drafted this post until I read a fellow blogger’s post that reminded me about it.

Hi all! I sometimes wonder why things happen the way they do and why some things happen at all that puzzle me.

I have spent the majority of August constantly sick from something. In July, I had gotten my first Covid vaccine. But, my sickness had nothing to do with the vaccine. A sore arm is the only thing resulting from that. 🙂

When August came, I felt fine then a few days into the month, I started going through my monthly cycle. But as the week carried on and another week came in, I noticed how weak I was becoming. The problem came and gone, and came back.

The things women go through health-wise and having other life problems were weighing on me hard. I went to the doctor and was put on antibiotics. It took care of the problem, but the side effects constantly made me sick from mid-month to close to the end of the month. (Sighs.)

As my body went through it all and I thought I can go back feeling like myself, my allergies got so bad I thought I had a bad cold. I felt miserable, but I didn’t go to urgent care or anything, because the side effects from the antibiotics were too much for me. And I didn’t want to put on anything. So, I ended up taking the natural approach.

I hated that not only being sick, people were also constantly stressing me about something, laid off from my job, and having to find another one, I had to still find something to keep my spirits up. To do something. I feel fine now since a week ago. And I went back for my second vax.

And I hate having to be on blood pressure meds and the new brand makes me dizzy just like the last one. I dislike my soon-to-be-former doctor because she doesn’t do her job well with me, and I have to wait for my appointment with the new doctor. (Okay sighing again.)

I’m saying that, no matter what comes your way, you still have to keep moving forward. Things seem to happen for a reason or to screw with your nerves and aggravate you.

The things that helped a lot for me getting through last month and the first week of this month was reading and more reading, writing and listening to music. I just finally started back dancing, in my own space, and it feels good. I gave it a yoga vibe.

I feel like when I take a more natural approach, my body bounced back better. There also don’t seem to be many side effects or lack thereof when going natural. I understand sometimes some doctors do their job, but the downsize from the others is how the patients are affected. I still have some health issues that I feel like I am suffering from because my soon-to-be-former doctor hasn’t taken care of my health problems. So as I should, I decided to do more than I have before, and not just go by what the doctor says when they aren’t doing their job anyway.

Okay, I’m ranting. I’m not saying not to see a doctor because you should, especially if you need to because some doctors are good doctors.

You only have one body. One life. You have to take care of yourself no matter what, and do what works for you.

Talk to you soon. Take care.